ughh... life sucks...

Currently Playing Super Mario Brothers By Original Soundtrack w00t w00t!! 8) see related

nice... thanks for all the comments guys. makes me feel good.  by the way don't u guys just love this cooky music, makes me wanna dance like im in ireland or somethin... lol...

well last week was fun and sad at the same time. i got to skip school on monday and tuesday to play golf in the district game, but when i got back to school on wednesday i felt depressed... i felt like i had no friends anymore. it does somewhat feel like ive lost friends over the months. i seemed to have so many more friends at the beginning... now im just narrowing down... which i dont like... i like to be friends with everyone, but it's tough. i also don't think i'm as funny as i used to be... i dunno y, maybe it's maturing, or maybe im just forgetting. i'm just so damn self-concious about all this stuff i forget what to do and who i am...

that was last week though, things are better now than they were last week, i feel better bout stuff... bout me... im tryin to be more social like i used to be, and stupid and funny, i guess that was my fault.

im also still trying to get Sara to be my girlfriend... i really don't know why i just don't ask her out. im so bad at this stuff it isn't funny... not to mention this girl from my theater class likes me, and she is cute, and i like her, but i really want to get Sara to be my girlfriend, but i don't know how... i dunno wat to do... i mean i dont wanna ask her out over the phone, or online, cause that would just feel weird... and if i told someone to ask her out for me that would seem childish... i just don't know...

well anyway, i get Friday off school because in San Antonio there's this special holiday San Antonians have called "Fiesta." it's so badass. every school and business closes down to party! it's like party week! i mean it's a fiesta! i hope to get to go downtown to see the Battle of the Roses Parade, but i dunno. ill probably just stay at home... lol... o well, it's still an awesome idea. it's like Party City! lol...

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well well well... it's been such a lonnng time since i updated.. lol sam... nice comment. lol...

well nothing's really new with me, and if there is something i cant remember. i still am girlfriendlesss... lol... although i think im close to getting one, but im not good in these kinds of situations... ive been really busy every day doing stuff. here's my schedule

Monday: Golf tournament and/or Golf practice

Tuesday: Golf tournament and/or Golf practice

Wednesday: Guitar lessons / Vocal lessons

Thursday: Golf tournament and/or Golf practice

Friday: Play rehearsal

Saturday: My only real free day...

Sunday: Play rehearsal again

not to mention im doing all this computer crap, cause i just got Photoshop, which is this computer art program and now im designing websites and stuff, and im really good at it, but it takes up my time, not to mention school, etc... im just going crazy. i want a g/f so badly too...

ok so maybe u don't think my life is that busy but i sure as hell do... i mean im always doing stuff, and i dont know what to do with my time anymore... not to mention i feel bad because im losing my funniness.. i mean i don't think im funny anymore, and because i think like that, im like, forcing myself to be not funny anymore... not to mention my grades are starting to slip, which i really dont understand, im just not paying enough attention to this stuff i suppose...

Sara has been running through my mind all the time, all day at school, at home, etc. and i mean i dont want to sound like a stalker or something, but i mean ive had a crush on this girl since the beginning of school and now's the chance to ask her out, but im too nervous about stuff... i don't think i'd be a good b/f. i can't talk to people, face-to-face... im a group person. i just think that i wouldn't keep her happy, or that i wouldn't be a good b/f... it's just hard for me because i have all these thoughts running through my head that i won't even feel the same about tomorrow or the next day...

well anyway. i suppose this is just wat's been going on, ive just been busy with stuff for the past two months. nothing really happened. easter was fun, had the family over and i hid eggs for my nephews and neices... lol... spring break was cool, went out to california to see my dad, went snowboarding, etc. that was fun. went to san francisco, gotta love my hometown. i got this pain-in-the-ass golf tan... which is kind of funny and kind of not at the same time, you can see where my watch was and my wristband was on my arm, it's funny... and it's sort of permanent, but luckily i got burnt at the golf team district tournament that i was in today (which was fun cause i got to skip school...) and blah blah blah...

im done for now, i can't take all this thinking stuff. lol... im gonna go now, adios amigos(as). hopefully ull realize that i posted this... lol. it's been so long.

Currently Playing Meteora [Special Edition w/ Bonus DVD] By Linkin Park see related

wow today has been long, but fun, and interesting... surprisingly.. i posted a day after the last post! amazing, no? lol... yes?

good news TA (theatre arlington) friends!! im probably gonna come see james n the giant peach, w00t w00t! rock on. ill probably stop by nolan, or maybe martin, or summit... too... lol.  so maybe u guys will get to c me again, w00t w00t! gotta love it G. G as in Guys...? lol...

neways, i went to see the san antonio symphony today, and man it was awesome, this guy named Doug LaBrecque (performed in broadway, Les Miserables, Phantom of Opera, etc.) and this other girl... man they were soo good. i got an autograph from him on his c.d. and i told him i was an actor n he was all encouraging me to continue, of course, but he gave me his site... i feel so cool...

not to mention, we took a cab home because my step-dad went home because he was lazy n didnt wanna watch the symphony so he left the restraunt after we ate n my mom got all pissed n stuff... but neway, we were talking to this guy while waiting for the cab, and he's making this movie, and he said i should come be in it since i was an experienced actor, or try out for it or something... i was like damn. lol. it's like i have this career that's just taking off.  who knows wat'll happen...

right now im gonna play video games, w00t w00t... gotta love em, lol!!

see all u arlingtonians sometime soon since im coming!! w00t w00t.

peace out, rock on!!

Currently Playing American Idiot By Green Day see related

hey, sup everyone, it's been... well not really that long, but i suppose it's been more than long enough for some of you... lol...

man this week was great in school, we had like no homework because it was Catholic School's Week. gotta love it. lol. ive just been chillin out, went skateboardin outside yesterday n day before, but for the most part ive been playing that final fantasy XI game again. i always end up goin back to that game, it's just a fun game, ya know? im such a nerd...

ive been just as happy as ever... we had this dodgeball game today, Juniors vs. Freshman cause we won this canned food drive thing and they were second... man it was so much fun, i carried in travis on my back and we went running around and then i ran into the bleachers. lmao it was hilarious, we were all screamin. im a maniac when it comes to that kinda stuff, i was cheerin like crazy. lol. me, travis, n steven were goin crazy, it was funny. i was actually supposed to play for the freshman team, but whoever didnt let me is a loser... lol. my friend johan... yohan... or h/e u spell it, was like tellin me to come over there cause they needed another person and he know i wanted to play so i was all jumpin up a down actin like a dumbass and i ran over there and they said they needed to get rid of 6 because they had too many, lol... i felt bad, but it was cool because all the sophmores n freshman we're like "it's ok man, u rock!!" n stuff. made me feel proud. lol.

neways, after that at 12:30 (early dismissal w00t w00t) i came home and played on the comp for a while, then i went to my play rehearsal. it was fun, i met these 2 girls. freshman too, heh. i dunno where they go, but then again do i know where ne1 goes? lol... they're pretty cool. im the only like teenage guy in the cast, it's like 2/3 little kids n 1/3 teenagers. there r 2 casts for the play though, but im in both of them, ha! beat that ppl! lol...

neways, now im gonna go play me some Final Fantasy!! GO DORKS/NERDS/GEEKS/ANYTHING RELATIVE TO THAT!! W00T W00T!!

-Mike